我呢。。。

可以說是，

我有極端的性格。

 

最近，

好不容易請了一個星期的斷假，

去松松一口氣、修修養性。

 

雖然曾經是有放過假出國旅游，

但是回國時，

人總是已經累得半條人命。

而且隔一倆天就得回到工作崗位上，

那比沒拿假期還來得累。

 

這次的假期截然不同，

我沒有出國旅游，

也沒有到處游蕩，

只是待在家無所事事而已。

 

我沒有特別去安排這一天或是那一天得做些什么，

只是想到要做什么就做什么。

不受拘束，

無憂無慮地做自己喜歡的事。

 

這是我很想要的休息方式。

 

就是在這幾天的休息期間，

我覺得我本人變得沉靜許多。

 

一天內，

話也說不上十句，

只是靜靜的，

做自己的事。

如果沒必要，

我肯本都不用開口說話。

 

我知道，

當我和朋友在一起時，

我的話自然而然就變多了。

我也不只為何會這樣。

但我也能不說話。

 

如果是三個人的對話，

你可以很明顯地看得出我只是在旁聆聽，

不然我就是已經在對話中斷了線。

可能是因為好不容易地找到了安靜的時刻，

所以就會很自然地投入在靜界里。

 

不過，

如果突然沉靜下來，

朋友會開始覺得我很不給面子，

出門還擺出一個樣。

或者他們覺得我好像有不開心的事悶在心里頭。

我只能說，

我這個人本來就是話少。

從小到大都是這樣。

 

我好喜歡一個人沉思的時候，

因為能不受任何干擾，

想一想自己的事。

 

有時候，

我呢，

就是想要靜靜的。。。。

獨自一個人過着這樣的休閑日子。

I'm clearing my leave these few days.. Nothing much to do and so I stay home.. Missed the delivery on Wednesday and so I waited for the redelivery on Friday.. *WEEeeEEe*

My long-waited SG Wannabe Concert DVDs!! In fact, it took me quite a while to buy the dvds online~~ heez! Along with SG Wannabe, I also bought FT Island's.... SG is still the best..... Perhaps FT is too young a group for me.. heez.. But they do have great voices too~~

SG Wannabe is simply soooo AWESOME~~ I love their voices, love their songs, love their performances.... that I watched so many times on Friday and I slept at 3am.... I bought 2 concerts... one is Dongha's farewell concert while the other celebrates the welcome of SG new member, Suk Hoon~~~

I used to admire Jin Ho's vocal... Young, with a mighty vocal..... Till I get to hear Suk Hoon's voice in vol.5.... Woah.... Another guy with great potential... and his voice really caught my ears.... The concert makes me love him ever more!!! LEE SUK HOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still misses Dongha~~~ ^^ Will he ever perform with his friends again??

Yong Jun, Dong Ha, Jin Ho


Yong Jun, Dong Ha, Jin Ho again~~ ^^



Suk Hoon, the new member...


Suk Hoon is SOOO cute....


Suk Hoon's solo debut - Goodbye with a Smile ^^
  

Met up with CT on Saturday afternoon.... So nice of her that she got me Shiroi Koibito Biscuits again! heez... and not forgetting she sold me the Tsuyoshi pamphlet which belonged to her.. (I'm so forgetful that I forgot to ask her to get one for me when she was attending his concert =P) THanks lots!

Went to watch 'Terminator Salvation' with HY, CC and 1420 @ Lido. I was certain that I would fall asleep during the show as I was really tired the whole week and today was the worst day...

Surprisingly, I didn't even have a wink..... I love this movie...

Nothing much to comment about this show. But 1420 and I were attracted to the 2 male leads in the movie.. Christian Bale and Sam Worthington  *SHUAI* heez

I didn't step out of the house for the past 2 days... except my blading session on Sunday Morning.. I questioned myself why I was feeling that way... I had no mood for anything... I just wanna stayed home and had a good rest..

Went out for the whole day on Friday - Sentosa and Drinking session till 2 plus am... I slept at 4am and could hardly wake myself up.. I slept throughout the whole morning.. till I forced myself to wake up at 130pm and had my lunch...Drama-ed as usual..

Marie and bro came back... and they were packing their things... Heard some minor squabbling over the things that they were packing... I ignored and continued my drama and online..

I had no idea why I decided to go for a quick run at 430.... I was feeling sleepy but at the same time feeling a bit frustrated... Met up with FKK to pass him Kindaichi shows before I headed on for my run...

Marie and I were chasing after the Bai Quan Nuu Wang drama episodes and we planned to go for a movie after that.. but then we were too nua and sleepy that we cancelled our plan and stayed home..

Sunday.... went to blade with Piggy... I fell twice... but I was enjoying the process of learning... and overcoming the fear of falling... I fell hard... And I was smiling away...

Went home... DVD-ed and fell asleep shortly... Woke up for lunch... and continued dramaing till 4.. and I slept till late evening.... when my mom woke me up for dinner... felt like sleeping again...

CC jio-ed me for movie on both days... but I declined... I just dun feel like going out...

Hmmm.. what's on my mind back then? Trying to trap myself in an isolated cave - a sign of escapism? or was I trying to detach myself from everything? or was I just being plain lazy and feeling lethargic that I wouldn't want to do anything? *Confused*

Today, feeling neither up to mood nor better.. I almost applied for an urgent leave. I'm still hoping for a longer break from work... Monday blues... It's attacking me real hard...

I just want to be home, doing the things that I want to do...