I didn't step out of the house for the past 2 days... except my blading session on Sunday Morning.. I questioned myself why I was feeling that way... I had no mood for anything... I just wanna stayed home and had a good rest..
Went out for the whole day on Friday - Sentosa and Drinking session till 2 plus am... I slept at 4am and could hardly wake myself up.. I slept throughout the whole morning.. till I forced myself to wake up at 130pm and had my lunch...Drama-ed as usual..
Marie and bro came back... and they were packing their things... Heard some minor squabbling over the things that they were packing... I ignored and continued my drama and online..
I had no idea why I decided to go for a quick run at 430.... I was feeling sleepy but at the same time feeling a bit frustrated... Met up with FKK to pass him Kindaichi shows before I headed on for my run...
Marie and I were chasing after the Bai Quan Nuu Wang drama episodes and we planned to go for a movie after that.. but then we were too nua and sleepy that we cancelled our plan and stayed home..
Sunday.... went to blade with Piggy... I fell twice... but I was enjoying the process of learning... and overcoming the fear of falling... I fell hard... And I was smiling away...
Went home... DVD-ed and fell asleep shortly... Woke up for lunch... and continued dramaing till 4.. and I slept till late evening.... when my mom woke me up for dinner... felt like sleeping again...
CC jio-ed me for movie on both days... but I declined... I just dun feel like going out...
Hmmm.. what's on my mind back then? Trying to trap myself in an isolated cave - a sign of escapism? or was I trying to detach myself from everything? or was I just being plain lazy and feeling lethargic that I wouldn't want to do anything? *Confused*
Today, feeling neither up to mood nor better.. I almost applied for an urgent leave. I'm still hoping for a longer break from work... Monday blues... It's attacking me real hard...
I just want to be home, doing the things that I want to do...
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